I don't know what to do anymore

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On one hand I want to back out, I don't want to see her anymore

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Because it's not going to do anything until I can figure out how to be trusting

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Of anyone

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DANNY DEVITO 😩

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But at the same time

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maybe I am better off alone because everyone else has a problem with me

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I'm never going to get to that point if I keep hopping between psychologists

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My parents forgive me a lot easier than my other siblings or each other. I don't deserve it and I feel very guilty but I don't know what to do. I've told them about this but I don't think they believe

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And I would feel bad with this one too

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Im such a waste of space

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Because she's genuinely good

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She's the best psych I've had so far

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But I still just can't stick with it

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Why am i so hard to love

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I can't stick with something that's just proving to be a waste

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I think they go easy on me because I cry so easily. And when I try to tell them not to go easy on me, it backfires because they think I'm being self-sacrificial or something

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Why do i try so hard to please others

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But then it's a never ending cycle

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Im sick of all this acting

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Because, it shouldn't be a waste

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I just want to be myself

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God I don't know

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I wish they'd be kind to the others too. And to each other

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Why can't I just be like everyone else

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Real yellow

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All my friends who see psychologists

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And rave about how good they are, how helpful they are

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Yet all I do is talk about useless shit

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Over and over and over and over

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I'm getting nowhere

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Hi! -yay

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And I'm going to get nowhere

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Why does life favour them

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IM NOT REAL

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Almost 4 years, it just occurred to me

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I want to live like that too

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I DIED LAST WEEK

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