I'm planning to share my writing with my writer's group today and I am PETRIFIED

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why..?

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bcs I'm terrified they'll hate it and judge me for what I wrote

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dont think that if you think that itl make you feel worse

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I wrote fantasy, and she'd insult my work through the compliments she gave other writers. like "Oh, I love your story, it sounds like something that could actually happen!"

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i bet its awesome don't let her words get to you!

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thank you

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can anyone see me

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i can

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it's funny, I know this group is better, but i can't help imagining them doing the same thing

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my deepest fear rn is that they'll read what i wrote (a spiritual urban fantasy) and decide i'm clearly insane and probably a conspiracy theorist

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doesn't help that a regular has two family members with schizo-affective disorder

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ca someone throw cheese at me

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and the thing is, i KNOW i'm fine. i dont have anythign worse than ptsd. but i'm terrified they'll decide i'm a nutter

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and a terrible writer

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Eush

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blue you live once dont live scared

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I am definitely NOT losing it

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thank you coral

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and I defenitely DONT want to kms

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i always say this but "one of the hardest decisions you'll ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder."

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i know i need to do this. i want to switch careers to something creative, but i can't do that if i choke up every time i share my writing

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i need to take this step

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affirmations feel like lying

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thats why i normally say it to myself

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I thought about it, the rational choice for that is just to die sooner, preferably when you're still young and not oldz wrinkled and crippled

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The best age to die are around 20s to 40s if you dont have kids and have a good career

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always follow YOUR heart not others

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ngl,..

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...

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im hungry

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Chat how do I tell the difference between lying and affirmations

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Life is not a nightmare bc you cant just wake up

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yall got food?

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eat me

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ayo!

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I very much want to wake up alive tomorrow

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mhm

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This feels like a lie

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Thanks guys. I'm going to do it today

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