i feel like im dying

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TUM TAK KETAK KETUM TUM TAK KETAK KETUM TUM. DIMULAKAN DENGAN SAYA ULANG. DISUDAHI DENGAN YOU SUKA. BEGITULAH SEHARI HARI HIDUP KITA. MUDAH MUDAHAN DIBERKAT ABUYANWAR.

42665 - 

let's just screw

42667 - 

nothing is helping me

42666 - 

I need to get over this quickly 😊

42101 - 

I just need to get away for a while

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airbnb Loudenville

42667 - 

my mom is making me feel like I should kill myself because she is telling me how to live it and telling me to find a guy when everyone in this whole world hates me and makes me kill myself

42668 - 

I wish I was dead because everyone bullies me and hates me

42668 - 

no one is ever going to like me

42668 - 

This really is shaping up to be a bad luck year for me

42101 - 

God please help me find my will to live

42101 - 

I think the only person that likes me is me

42668 - 

Another psych appointment tomorrow

42669 - 

I don't know what to do anymore

42669 - 

On one hand I want to back out, I don't want to see her anymore

42669 - 

Because it's not going to do anything until I can figure out how to be trusting

42669 - 

Of anyone

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DANNY DEVITO 😩

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But at the same time

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maybe I am better off alone because everyone else has a problem with me

42668 - 

I'm never going to get to that point if I keep hopping between psychologists

42669 - 

My parents forgive me a lot easier than my other siblings or each other. I don't deserve it and I feel very guilty but I don't know what to do. I've told them about this but I don't think they believe

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And I would feel bad with this one too

42669 - 

Im such a waste of space

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Because she's genuinely good

42669 - 

She's the best psych I've had so far

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But I still just can't stick with it

42669 - 

Why am i so hard to love

1202 - 

I can't stick with something that's just proving to be a waste

42669 - 

I think they go easy on me because I cry so easily. And when I try to tell them not to go easy on me, it backfires because they think I'm being self-sacrificial or something

42670 - 

Why do i try so hard to please others

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But then it's a never ending cycle

42669 - 

Im sick of all this acting

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Because, it shouldn't be a waste

42669 - 

I just want to be myself

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God I don't know

42669 - 

I wish they'd be kind to the others too. And to each other

42670 - 

Why can't I just be like everyone else

42669 - 

Real yellow

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