And i couldn't keep it in my most common response is to scream

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purple, please don't do that to yourself.

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i did

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i can't control you

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Then she takes out her phone starts recordinh me crying

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but someone would be upset.

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And plays it to make me listen

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i can only get friends online and im always getting grounded-alexa

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And when i reached out to grab it off her hands

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making friends is hard

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I accidentally hurt her arm

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parents. are hard to deal with.

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And then she calls me mad and an animal

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Its not that im ashamed of them, i just like to talk about them, and i know that people don't like that. Im an atheist and a socialist. I have a degree that deals with both

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And says she'll show the vid to dad

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To everyone i lovz

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when i did not sit with my "friends" for like 2 days they were HAPPIER WITHOUT ME!-alexa

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I am just so overwhelmed

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My heart beat is terribly high

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you may think theyre happier without you. but theyre not.

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My entire body is shaking

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i have a friend who makes me mad sometimes

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annoys me a lot. but i would be broken if he killed himself

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mhh trust me cyan, they even told me so....and look like it too-alexa

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It's okay. You dont have to be sorry. I'm just trying to hold myself together right now

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And i cant get any medicine because mom refuses to take me somewhere she just says im mad and thats it

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why would they tell you that?

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I wish i had a better mom

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you are worthy of people who love you

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I wish i just had a better family

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Im so so tired

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IDFK they did.....all i try to do is to make everyone happy...all i do is get hate...im so tried of it all-alexa

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I hate people who constantly make assumptions about others.

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purple, it sucks now. and it might suck for a while.

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