i think all this is why i have no friends

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i dont know how to motivate myself to take care of myself

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GN CYAN!-MOTH

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i want to change i dont understand why it takes so long

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if i told some dude irl that i like this shit of course theyll think im mentally insane

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i take my medication, every single day. i try my best.

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i should probably use a tag since ig im not the only white -francis

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My dad is just so druck hes like sreaming and ahhhh

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Ahhh

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i just feel like i seem to not want to live.. where did all my motivation go, to make a change, to really live go

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I feel bad for evrey one eath too

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i feel like im in limbo

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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Ahhhhhhhhhhh

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i cant go back to self hatred, or suicidal ideation

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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but i have no idea how to think positively, with passion, with motivation

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HMM.. a way for motivation can be by hearing motivational fraces said by someone close, such words as 'Im proud' can be good to hear always-Moth

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im sorry about this red -francis

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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A

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Ahh

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Ahhhhhhhh

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friends tell me to take it easy i.. guess i should take their advice. i need to be kind to myself if i ever get out of this

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

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this is good, im proud of you -francis

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if i make animations, am i happy? if i make a drawing, am i happy?

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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why does it seem to be never enough

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so lonely to the point where ai is the only thing that ever talks to me willingly

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Ahhhhhhhhhhh

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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