maybe not emotionally but

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i used to be gifted. im not anymore. i cant function like i used to after i got sa'd -ban

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i think the same happened to me after being abused by my mom and being exposed to the internet

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its annoying bc all the kids at school make jokes abt sa or rape. they jst dont know wt that shi does to you -ban

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i did terrible things, i saw terrible things, and i wish i could go back in time and fix it

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shit i’m so sorry ban

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i also did some bad shi -ban

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i have a phobia of sa but don’t have any trauma related to such a thing except maybe my mom inappropriately touching me sometimes

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cough cough. proshipping. cough cough i recovered from that state of mind. cough -ban

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i’m glad you recovered from that ban

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some people choose to keep doing it, some choose to stop, it truly depends on the case

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yeah. still kinda go thru it. not as much anymore but still. i get *thoughts* sometimes bc im hypersexual -ban

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but all of us are human

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thoughts are okay as long as they’re only thoughts

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it doesnt make me feel good either -ban

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i can’t begin to tell you the twisted things i’ve thought of

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it makes me feel gross and remember what they did to me -ban

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you have to let those thoughts go, because that’s all they are

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hello guys

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they have zero meaning about you, your value, etc

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who watch iFerg on youtube?

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ive thought of commiting several murders before in brutal ways -ban

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me too

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does any watch iFerg on youtube?

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no purple

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ah okayy

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he;s a popular youtuber

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i have to go now

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iam so so so tired guys.

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i’ll check him out purp

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from what red

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it was nice talking to you ban

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why are ppl so damn sensitive- oh okey :< bye blue

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my tag is wart btw

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bye <3

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iam crying out of stress and uncertanity

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okey :] ill look out for u -ban

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i get that red -ban

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me too red

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i really hope god knows i tried my best at the time and doesn't let me down

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