Why am i still here

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oh and last winter i got a phone and then got snap chat and some random guy added me and asked for nudes and i was 2 scared to say no and so i sent it....-alexa

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real

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real me too

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last year i was dating a 22 yr old

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who would send me n0des

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and threatened to rape me if i didnt

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or kill himself

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Im just a plaything to be discarded of when im not fun anymore

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and then! i got addicted to sending nudes and my mom found it so ofc i don't have a phone anymore-alexa

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this carried on from august to march this year

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i also have really bad anxiety when on my own in public

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there was like 200 smth pics and 100 smth videos found on the phone-alexa

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Is it noble when it is his order? Is it pitiful when it is his will?

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i am lowkey proud of myself alexa-Anya

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really?

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(ik i sent more than what was found)-alexa

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i only sent like a couple.to appease him

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i would rather send than be raped

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chat wya quiet

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I would rather break up than send lol

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i am feeling tired-A

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He knew where i lived

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i also got addicted to dating so i have had MANY! boyfriends......-alexa

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i was 14 and grieving-A

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Oof

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and he wasn't too far

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so i couldn't not

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Thats some tough shit

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i was stuck

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until i deleted snap

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Hai

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Hello?

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after messaging him that i moved when i went on holiday

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Hi

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hi yellow and red-alexa

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being gr00med was pretty shit

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and scary

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one of my reasons

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thats good purp-alexa

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