i wanna go there one day -ludo

30771 - 

I dont take my meds bc i think they are going to kill me so i know whatvyou mean

24613 - 

no u don't trust me

41169 - 

my meds help but of recentely i have been getting worse so i am scared to take them -ludo

30771 - 

and i cannot talk with my family beacuse i think they hurt me -ludo

30771 - 

Meds can be intimidating. Maybe its the loss of control you fear

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and i cant ask for help i feel so stuck -ludo

30771 - 

year last i was getting so much better but now no -ludo

30771 - 

lost 7kg beacuse i stoped eating with fear that people poison me -ludo

30771 - 

I never tell anybody snything because they will use it against me

24613 - 

i try to take my meds otherwises a hear the voices or go in a psichosis -ludo

30771 - 

Well, you do have to talk to someone

24613 - 

heres what i do?

24613 - 

so i talk here -ludo

30771 - 

i dont wanna go back to hospital -ludo

30771 - 

i take little chips of my pill instead of all at once. I test it

24613 - 

i'm sorry judo

41169 - 

i hate schizophrenia it does shit -ludo

30771 - 

if it makes u feel any better i can;t do what i love anymore

41169 - 

and next year i go to university -ludo

30771 - 

i feel so scared -ludo

30771 - 

I've got severe agoraphobia and other health problems

24613 - 

im sorryyyy

41169 - 

Youre scared right now? Can you call someone?

24613 - 

im scared my parents send me to hospital -ludo

30771 - 

ludo where are you from?

41169 - 

oh, i know that fear..lol

24613 - 

from italy -ludo

30771 - 

guysssssss who's ready for school to be overrrrrr

41169 - 

Sad, that people are now afraid to get help because these places that are supposed to help are so awful. Been there babe.

24613 - 

no it is good resources they help -ludo

30771 - 

me too green. i've beem there too

41169 - 

oh.

41169 - 

but i still dont like it -ludo

30771 - 

the ones here suck

41169 - 

are you sorta young?

24613 - 

i am 18 -ludo

30771 - 

yes, thry suck

24613 - 

they are ok in italy -ludo

30771 - 

Ahh i see. Very young. Do you like to be outside? Does that help?

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