im dying my hair w expo marker rn

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Im really sorry. Do you take meds?

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Yes i do -ludo

30771 - 

yes, mental hospital

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ok so. i like 2 people. one of them i know irl. the other is online. i feel like im poly but it just doesnt feel right. i dont wanna choose who to date but i feel like i need to.. -boom

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in my country there is no mental hospital just normal hospital with psichiatrical division -ludo

30771 - 

Thats pretty much how it is now in the U.S too

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i'm dying my hair rn

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i have to take meds but sometimes i dont beacuse i get scared my doctor poisons me -ludo

30771 - 

you are in the usa? -ludo

30771 - 

yes

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i wanna go there one day -ludo

30771 - 

I dont take my meds bc i think they are going to kill me so i know whatvyou mean

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no u don't trust me

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my meds help but of recentely i have been getting worse so i am scared to take them -ludo

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and i cannot talk with my family beacuse i think they hurt me -ludo

30771 - 

Meds can be intimidating. Maybe its the loss of control you fear

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and i cant ask for help i feel so stuck -ludo

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year last i was getting so much better but now no -ludo

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lost 7kg beacuse i stoped eating with fear that people poison me -ludo

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I never tell anybody snything because they will use it against me

24613 - 

i try to take my meds otherwises a hear the voices or go in a psichosis -ludo

30771 - 

Well, you do have to talk to someone

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heres what i do?

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so i talk here -ludo

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i dont wanna go back to hospital -ludo

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i take little chips of my pill instead of all at once. I test it

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i'm sorry judo

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i hate schizophrenia it does shit -ludo

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if it makes u feel any better i can;t do what i love anymore

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and next year i go to university -ludo

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i feel so scared -ludo

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I've got severe agoraphobia and other health problems

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im sorryyyy

41169 - 

Youre scared right now? Can you call someone?

24613 - 

im scared my parents send me to hospital -ludo

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ludo where are you from?

41169 - 

oh, i know that fear..lol

24613 - 

from italy -ludo

30771 - 

guysssssss who's ready for school to be overrrrrr

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