I want to have a life but i dont have one if im in this much pain all the time so it dosent matter all to much if this dose kill me or not

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Can yall see me now

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i see

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Could yall been see me or was i typing into the void

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i saw a few things

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but i think we missed pieces

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brb changing music

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I cant eat without being about a 8 or 9 on the pain scale and everytime i try and sleep i feel drunk

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ok back lmao

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i’m sorry green

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I try not to get to into science stuff bc i ask to many questions then i question why were here and i freak myself out

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i getcha

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I have religious truama lmfao

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i’m pretty nihilistic

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the philosophy that we fundamentally have no purpose or reason to be here

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that we just exist

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I googled that, thats pretty much what i think but i like exploring new ideas people have

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i was raised christian but dropped it pretty quick

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I think theres a chance that theres multiple gods all just kinda chillin

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i don’t see it as a bad thing, having no purpose. i think it’s a relief

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Depression

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Like jesus zeuse and buddah are all smokin a blunt together or something

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to be blunt i think religions are just man’s way of coping

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i try to be respectful though

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