my bf said it isnt cheating and asked me to just move on

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i moved into a pefect place to watch her and her stupid "girlfriend"

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he did feel not enough for me however after thst

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U know why you feel guilty about it?

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Goodnight wveryone

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and also he assumed i did it multiple times bc i felt so guilty about it (which isnt true, it only happened once)

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Good night red,,

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i deleted the chat and my account and the app

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im revolted by myself

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Ññññ

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You didn't wanted him to feel bad just for being horny for a moment, i gues

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but when i woke up the day after i felt terrible

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Goddamn i just want to punch the living shit out of the "friends" who turned her against me

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Btw purple s t o p stalking people, is not healthy

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i haventbeen okay for thr past three weeks

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i havent been eating properly and cant focus on anything

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ive had suicidal ideations

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i wanted to overdose

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Its not stalking!!

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Yellow,,, you want to make ot up for your boyfriend?

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Purple, you're watching people without them knowing through windows

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yeah i do but he seems to have forgiven me and refuses to see me as a bad person

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In a "perfect place"

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Through windows??

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i just feel nasty

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Yellow

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Thats not toobad

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i did it a few days before my birthday and a week before our four year anniversary

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I'm not technically in her house

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only when she leaves the door unlocked

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You should really stop beating yourself for already done mistakes

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ive been in a frozen state for three weeks

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i cant even focus on studying i just keep replaying it in my head

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Ugly face, annoying voice

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If you just don't want to make him

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Sad again

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Just don't commit thw same thing again

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i wont ever doit again

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Is okay to. Commit mistakes, especially when you regret it

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but its more than jusr a simple mistake

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