and im just the worst piece of shit

38762 - 

He wants you, he has forgived you, and he's happt with you

38916 - 

Believe in his words

38916 - 

ive hurt him so much i dont understand why he loves me anymore

38762 - 

i abused him and he says he feels respected and loved and safe with me

38762 - 

he is afraid of you yellow

38925 - 

He loves you because he wants to. And it would probably hurt him to know how mucb you're destroying yourself abotu a mistake

38916 - 

How did you abuse him?

38916 - 

being an adult sucks

38923 - 

i used to be mean to him during a very bad stage in my life

38762 - 

I hate my life and myself, im just this bitter fucked up person, everyone in my life looks at me with pitty in their eyes

38924 - 

i hate myself too

38762 - 

And he loves you still

38916 - 

nothing could've prepared me for this, all grown up stuff.

38923 - 

And he has made his own decisions, to stillove you

38916 - 

i just dont deserve him i wish i vould turn back time and relive the past several years without the mistakes id made

38762 - 

It doesn't matter if you deserve it or not, yellow

38916 - 

i just want to be perfect

38762 - 

He has choosen to love you

38916 - 

people just don't care about each other anymore, and it hurts and make me feel embarassed bc i always care

38923 - 

yes he chosen you now choose him

38925 - 

It was his choice.

38916 - 

i just hope he doesnt leace me because i wouldt be abke to live without him

38762 - 

Then trust his words

38916 - 

Minds can be really mean with itself sometimes

38916 - 

So maybe, if he has choosen to love you

38916 - 

There's a reason why

38916 - 

thank you for this cyan

38762 - 

Don't worry,,

38916 - 

How are u right now?

38916 - 

i feel a bit better imcrying because i feel so weak and tired

38762 - 

Rest when you let it all go, then,,,

38916 - 

thank you i will try to genuinely

38762 - 

yellow why you feel so fucking weak?

38928 - 

because im tired of these emotions eating at me

38762 - 

im tired of fucking up

38762 - 

because of your boyfriend?

38928 - 

And maybe check about "Sefl-negative thoughts lopp" tomorrow, when you feel with more energu

38916 - 

Maybe you should reserve a little more energy by not focusing on them too much

38916 - 

cyan are you trying to help them or what?

38928 -