the only person who i can talk to about things doesnt even know i committed

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blue

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please hii

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lemme be ur riend

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and i dont want to hurt him. i dont want him to know. i dont want him to think of me that way

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ill be okay guys really

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i understand that

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alot

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come i shall help you

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ill asorb you ill be your blanket

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far and wide

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my ex bbsf didnt know i sh

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best i can

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as much

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im just. theres. nothing. here for me. im not going anywhere. i dont have goals, i dont beleive in the future.

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when he saw he didnt talk to me again

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chat do yall ever not feel real

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like being sober feels like being high

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i wont be able to graduate, or get a job, or afford rent, or food, or clothes, or the fun silly things i want to do. i wont live to 20!! thats okay!!

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yellow

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yes

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omg

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yess

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yess bro

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so fucking true like you wonder

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am i living

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i remmeber

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hugging my dad at the airport

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and it felt. so fake

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like is this reall

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like bro i feel like im in a dream 24/7

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him talking to us a s we left the states

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everything feels fake and i feel like everything is moving too fast and im doing nothing

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yippie! my birthday was almost a month ago already! i should be dead i should be dead!!!

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alright chat drop your #1 artist

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your getting judged

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let me see who it is atm

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yall im lowk grounded for 2 years and im on my laptop

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kms

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i want my nicciccicici

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