like one of my partners really likes this fictional characters abusive relationship and abusive relationships make me uncomfortable but i dont wanna tell em so im just feelin sick rn-Time

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Were my problems nothing?

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at times i kinda wish i lived in the us so i could self medicate

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i probably need meds

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Was all this suffering really nothing?

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dont take any tho

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I want to be forgotten by everybody so i can finally kill myself and be free

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It's not depression, I'm just lazy damn

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Even though i take 3 medications the suicidal thoughts never stop and i think it would be easier to just be free and end it

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depression is really just bedazzled laziness and boredom

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Maybe it was just an epizode?

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Depression is way more serious tbh

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you dont know wtf depression

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is

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i just like to joke about to cope

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sorry

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Depression often comes with other mental illness

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It's okay

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I'm just trying to figure this out

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For 3/4 years I was sure I had depression

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And now it's suddenly is good?

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It's weird

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I keep getting the feeling that something is going to happen

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My group of friends/at school

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My parents were both drug dealers and addicts my father died when i was 6 and my mom is on the brink of death everyday

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The situation was buried for too long and was silent

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I haven't thought about it for 4 months now

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Or am I

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This is bothering me

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What could happen?

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What can happen

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It seems like everything is fucked up, but I feel nothing

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And it's not that bad, I have a good life

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I can't appreciate it

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Who in their right mind thinks they have it bad when things are good?

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I feel like crying

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nah bro your depressed you have to change smth

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I go to a therapist, but it's so expensive

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And I have too few visits

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do you have friends

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