yk what would be funny, if i just fucking ran away and never came back-alexa

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kinda feel like being alive is cheating rn

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Ive cried at least once a week since last December

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my life feels so wasteful. so banal. i matter to no one nowhere. i am not worth love or change to anyone around me

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gizmo you cooking straight eggs pancake bacon in that jar

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i dont think id be able to mix tv fuzz

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i don't trust myself

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I wish i wasnt such a spoiled brat, my parents deserve better

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green are you okay

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i learnt how to do animal print though

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Not really

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thats nice purple

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im so scared around my parents that i have a visible expression of fear on my face and when they be asking what that look is for i start shaking more

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its awesome

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ik for a fact im going to fail high school but i just don't have the mental energy to try yk?-alexa

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its something like fashion illustration stuff

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well if you need someone i am here

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the most pain comes from knowing i deserve better. i didnt deserve childhood neglect and abuse. i dont deserve how my family treats me. and there is nothing i can do

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white is happiness

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what a pure and beautiful color

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i don't remeber my childhood

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white huh

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i thought yellow was happiness....-alexa

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knowing i deserve my own life and love. or at least trying to believe it

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reminds me of snow and eggs

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im so tired of tiptoeing around my own parents in my own house

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idk why

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happiness is a lot of colors but for me it would be

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i can barely breathe around them cause im scared to set them off somehow

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i guess lavender, it reminds me of this buff ass dude in the elevator who smelled like lavender

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being in their presence is suffocating

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for me it light brown sort of like peach

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he blew my mind i started blushing bro he was so buff

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oooooo peach thats so real blue

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it reminds me of milk tea and a peacfull enviorment listining to the rain

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hahahahahahaha omg purple-alexa

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