Ive never gone anywhere else outside town

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i got booted and connected and see you halfway exlainging

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I feel as if ive missed out on everything

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You can have everything you need and still just feel like you're existing, not living

36213 - 

Everyone has nice things

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I just feel like everyone ignores me sometimes

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And it hurts my feelings

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I have just realized that I am not being tricked

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I am just being friendly with a person how wonderful

35950 - 

I learned that things don't really matter. They don't satisfy what's missing

36213 - 

is kel here?-nyx

38223 - 

Thats exactly what im saying

1028 - 

Atp im just existing not living

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And nothing is in my control

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If i want to go for a walk i can't

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jogglesock-nyx

38223 - 

If i want to go down the road to the store I cant

1028 - 

same red am stuck in my house-nyx

38223 - 

I feel the same, though I'm trapped in my mind that won't let me leave

36213 - 

doing math all day-nyx

38223 - 

Me too

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I see everyone having fun and im just by myself at home all day

1028 - 

Fear of driving, crowds, people....

36213 - 

I want friends to go out with

1028 - 

Same here

36213 - 

I'm to a point I don't eve want friends

36213 - 

Friends that care

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i looked up i love atsushi on ao3 and my will to live is somehow even smaller-nyx

38223 - 

*even

36213 - 

Ive had friends that stop caring once they find someone better

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I've just detached from everyone

36213 - 

How can i painlessly kill myself

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I guess I was just there to fill their void until they found someone better than me

1028 - 

i dunno yellow-nyx

38223 - 

i wish-nyx

38223 - 

Womp womp womp

19628 - 

People up and died on me

36213 - 

I can't take one more loss

36213 - 

There are these girls who don't like me

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My prof intentionally wants me to fail on her subject.

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