thats what ive been telling myself

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I wish to lessen the burden from this world by dying.

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I just wish I grew up normal. With a mom that didnt get into fights with me

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Or make me cry

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Or make me so completely detatch from my mind I form separate identities

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would they really care if they loose me..? like.. they have four other kids so why care about me..

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I wish upon a star, to make me die.

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I hate her

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I hate her so much

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mom is no better i don’t know how to express my emotions which i guess just makes it easy to hurl whatever they want at me

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Everything will be okay then.

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But not all the time :(

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I don’t deserve people’s appreciation i dont deserve anything i really own nothing but idk me

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And its been so hard lately navigating my own mind and trying to figure things out

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I cant afford a therapist so I'm basically doing this all with no help

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me and my boyfriend just got into a bad arguement and i lowkey wanna kms

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im still thinking hard about what i really want

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truly

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And im so fucking tired this shit is hard

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Everyone here deserves love and appreciation.

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i feel like no one is here for me

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love is fake .

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But im learning more about it which is neat I guess

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Ive started using bulimia as a way to feel better

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No one seems to hate each other, which is good. I feel like things would be a lot harder for me if they did

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Hello?

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And sticky notes have become my best friend for remembering shit lmao

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My whole life was devoted to other people it wasnt a unselfish act or anything because of why i did it

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I just want to lose it to lose weight

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They're EVERYWHERE dude

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why cant i let you go??

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Anyways, I will now leave. I'm Pyrine. Have a nice day everyone!

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ive always wanted and resented

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