I don't wanna vent when someone else is, I'll come back later :)

26915 - 

i’m fine with it i don’t mind

36303 - 

Honestly feel you. Ive always been scared of my mom and my dad wasnt really present:(

37354 - 

im sad all the time

38154 - 

Nah, it's all good-- i gotta figure out how to word my vent anyway

26915 - 

i think for me my parents were either too busy with like work and stuff or just weren’t available for me so like its hard to say that i have a relationship with them

36303 - 

Are we all kinda mentally unwell here? -B

37354 - 

thats a fair assumption

36303 - 

Yeah..i understand that

37354 - 

i’ve just always been alone like i do like being alone but i didn’t really have a choice either

36303 - 

but i have no one and i subconciously crave human contact like just now i could have been alone in bed but i went into the living room where my mom and siblings were talking and i just felt uncomfy ig

36303 - 

Same man, i cant barely like just have lunch with them

37354 - 

Youre an adult pretending.

38091 - 

Without seeling uncomfortable

37354 - 

Wha?

37354 - 

i’m actually like selctively mute lol i stopped verbally talking to my siblings bc it was uncomfortable and i’d always end uo regretting it and feeling stupid

36303 - 

at first it was my whole family but i mean i can’t really not talk to my my parents when i live under their roof

36303 - 

Touch grass and eat eggs

38155 - 

Bro i can go days almost without any type of comunication with my parents

37354 - 

like i’m aware i did this all to myself i forced myself into isolation and live my true self online while my family don’t really even know who i am

36303 - 

Kinda sad tbh -B

37354 - 

they don’t even know i’m gay lmao (at least i hope)

36303 - 

Fr like i feel like i can be myself only online

37354 - 

i’m only my true self around friends and online

36303 - 

but i don’t have friends anymore so

36303 - 

Im my myself only online and alone lol..

37354 - 

:<

37354 - 

Starting to get sick and tired of my best friend since middle school

37942 - 

:^

37354 - 

i’ve also just been kind of different from my siblings and relatives my age

36303 - 

Smth happend?

37354 - 

Mh, whatchu mean violet?-B

37354 - 

growing up i didn’t do a lot of socializing so i was always the weird one

36303 - 

Well honestly same

37354 - 

then i eventually started being online more and was made of just for my interests which i was kind of sensitive abt

36303 - 

it wasn’t even anything bad my family just didn’t understand it

36303 - 

Felt that 🥲

37942 - 

I think i developed a porn addition because of the early access to internet. I've been trying to stop for so long but it keeps coming back

38156 - 

Ah dang, hopefully youll be able to grow out of the addiction

37942 - 

my cousin and i even had the same friends and were part of the same friend group and they ended up excluding me and bullying me

36303 -