maybe i’m not normal

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I think i have a question, i come here usually for support or a second opinion

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Sometimes i remember that i actually have some trauma. Like damn. Shit happened

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Well you dont need to be part of the norm...plus being normal is like bullshit anyway

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all ears ^

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i think i might be asexual since ive never really had a crush

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but im pan

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Who tf decides what normal??

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so i dunno how that works

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i might be somewhere on the nd spectrum just from i’ve heard (not to self diagnose) so i can be difficult to understand and handle

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Can someone be pansexual and asexual i really dunno

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not to mention my family doesn’t even think i have depression or anxiety

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Yea you can be panromantic asexual red-B

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I think the oboe has the power to make you transcend human emotions

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asexuality doesn't mean you vannot be attracted to someone. You can still be with someone but not really liking sex.

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How do they not know?? Violet -B

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Haunting instrument...beautiful but so melancholy

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ye, its more about romantic attraction

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I don't know what it is, but the sound of an oboe can bring me to tears

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i mean they never really acknowledged it and they think i’m just lashing out or being lazy when i have a depressive episode

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and my parents just don’t understand having anxiety

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Music is such a wonderful thing

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my school had to tell them twice to take me to a therapist lol

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Kinda sounds like theyre ignorant on the topic-B

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I'm a bad person

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Once my teacher told me i really need mental help lolll -B

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my parents are asian immigrants and they’re not really understanding or knowledgable on mental illness

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Ah i understand - B

37354 - 

oh dang, i also have asian immigrant parents, i feel u

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sometimes I feel nothing and sometimes i feel everything. I'm not sure which of mu emotions are real

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brooo

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i once told my mom i wanted to be medicated for my anxiety and she treated me like i was asking for a million dollars and i was being ridiculous

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Thecnically all of them cyan? -B

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which i understand but she didn’t even consider why i would ask in the first place yk

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my depression and anxiety were never taken seriously

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I wouldnt dare ask my mom for therapy bro T T -B

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im so pissed my cats here rn I hate him sm he was a gift from my dads relatives i love him really but recently hrs been sooo annoying constantly meowing at my window and ugh I hatr him sm...

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Im so tired of myself

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I cant have him inside because hes a indoors cat (court order due to uh family stuff not cleaning up ect

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outdoor* and he cries to come inside 24/7 i wanna do something bad so much man I hate him hes loud and annoying

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