oh shit

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and like i switch between begging for him back to calling him out for using me and then begging again

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uh mann how do i say this

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Lmai what if I actually killed Lillian tho

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do criminal gangs operate in here?

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and he came back one time but i was just a therapist and he ditched again... : )

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wait say what

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My learning disability affects everything. I can't do the basic things that others find so easy, it takes me so long and my mind jumps to too many different places

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lmao*

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I want to kill myself just to be free of my stupid brain

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so creepy

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I'm autistic.

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mari

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And I have anxiety.

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say what

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i dont mean to be blunt and insensitive but he's using you for his benefit

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I won't kill myself though, so all I can do is envy others

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And I'm fucking depressed.

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oh

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Envy those who are better than me. The ones who never suffered from a lack of intelligence

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i know but there were sometimes these rare moments where he cared and even that's just enough

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They can play a mental game at a level that I can't

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why is racism peek humor in my generation, i dont want to be friends with anybody tbh

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i mean i've known him for five years

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i caan't just erase all of that

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but those moments were rare

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I can't stand being incapable of playing the mental game in life

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and why people here are harrassing others instead of venting?

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huh

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who

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where

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what

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?

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when

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orieyfwego idk idk idk if he replies then who knows what happens

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I know that your going through a lot and i dont even know how you look like but just do what makes you feel happy in that relationsup

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anyways

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oh

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you don't have to be so nice to me

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Ignore me because I'm an idiot

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