because you think it is

37741 - 

yeah tbh life is a waste

37746 - 

even if it is not

37741 - 

althoufh maybe fun shit can make it better dunno

37746 - 

Well thanks for your help. I'm going to go for now, but if you find Wart, don't tell him I was looking for him.

36993 - 

idk if i should stay close to her bc shes done so many things to me im just soooo done

37753 - 

like uh. psychosis can affect that

37732 - 

like dressup or i dunno music? sure youll find your shit

37746 - 

ok i wont dw

37746 - 

im over it

37753 - 

are you alive or is that what you believe?

37741 - 

it is true when you believe it. to you

37741 - 

i believe i'm alive probably

37752 - 

if i were dead then i dont think the chemicals in my brain would be chemicalling

37732 - 

and you are

37741 - 

I wanna lose a life of my own

37746 - 

are you alive?

37752 - 

Maybe i catch myself on fire thr thoughts are killing me

37746 - 

and am not alive no...

37746 - 

you die when your brain dies

37741 - 

self immolation is not good

37732 - 

painful

37732 - 

it hurts

37752 - 

i'm all alone in this busy world

37752 - 

I think i might try again i wanna do something drastic

37746 - 

but i dont wanna die its a weird feeling

37746 - 

i will walk

37741 - 

funny how the digital age leads people to feel disconnected despite being more connected

37732 - 

i wanna live too

37752 - 

yeah..dunno how to ig? been there to often

37746 - 

now all the things that made me happy are bland

37752 - 

it feels like life is dull maybe im a problem in mjne i doubt for yours, Im constantly whining my anger issues suck and i get depressive thoughts a lot even when im happy

37746 - 

i see no hope anywhere

37752 - 

but yeah that sucks too...I thought vaping but dunno if thats safe

37746 - 

do not vape

37732 - 

and eh not 21+ so cant do that for shiz over here..

37746 - 

i can't handle even woodburning smoke

37752 - 

i am back

37741 - 

I heard life can change but sometimes i dont feel like it can

37746 - 

i was just about to ask where you were

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