ok so ive been suicidal and i told my bf and he got scared and told his girl online bsf and i told him it bothered me. this is our convo - beez

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i see

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OHH WHATS UR FAV ALBUM -mewa

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yea i told him i didnt like it and he said "incant just say this and be mean since i cant control how u feel but i dont think its a thing to lose trust over."

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i said already edm

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Thiiss is whoo i aammm, not a Shadow of who i wanted ttoo beeeee ee e- try to understand,,, this is what you made me, and you're never going to chsnge it,,, /lyrics

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gizmo you have my 2022 music taste

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Sorry Mewa i coudnr see ur message cause dso many long ones! Lol

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talking to someone else as always

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what did u say-

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the problem

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and i said - beez

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i still listen to steve lacy and tv girl and mutski i love ur music taste! -mewa!

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im rhe only swiftie here lol :)

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U can press the reload symbol in the upper part of the psge too see old messages again!

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"um an online friend and my closest family member are not the same thing 😭" and he says "ive never said to lily anything bad abt u just how much i wanna help😭"

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its ok

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Whyyy- Nemesis

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is he right or wrong

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whats ur fav album nemesis?? -mewa

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mine is evermore:)

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There's something wrong inside my halo,,, /lyr

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i was also venting to ai and i told the ai about it and he knew i was bc i cant afford a therapist - beez

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Ohhh i love that album -mewa

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im rhe crazy swiftie ik lol

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me too-

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and he said u and the ai are being overdramatic - beez

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thats why we are here

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mewa- whats ur fav album?

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I dont listen mainly to taylor but i do listen to her once in a while

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OH GOD LOL-

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tbh hes right but it broke my heart bc thts wht my mum told me at 14 when i told her my sh problem- beez

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i would say its folklore

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cool :)

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