thing is, i live in an apartment. i could have heard someone clear their throat because i have NEIGHBORS

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THEN i leave so she can get what she needs she said she just needed to grab something

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It's not even that bad.

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its bad too -p

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i just wish i could understand what led me to do it - kk

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lmao

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imma duck

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I want to hurt myself so bad

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ffs the internet thinks everything is a sign of psychosis

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she lies down sideways all across my side of the bed so now where tf do i sit and also i needed to study but all her clothes are on my desk

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oh to bury my face in a toddler's soft flat chest

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ty red, ty for listening :) - kk

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and shes watching reels on my bed at full volume

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sorry WHAT did u just say

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"You are not what happened to you. You are what you choose to become." - Carl Jung

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are u a pedo white - kk

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so the second i come home i have to leave again

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I am going to hurt myself later.

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red ur doing great :) - kk

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i left and went outside to a cafe so i could finish my schoolwork and when i come home shes locked the door so i cant come in

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I have school tomorrow and i cant do it

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Im so tired of it all

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are you telling me or telling yourself-p

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she said she needs five minutes i gave her 20 and SHE STILL DIDNT LET ME FUCKING IN

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hey guys hows everything going on in here? hope its all good

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tqq-kk

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"I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars." - Og Mandino

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like what the fuck am i supposed to do

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I'm just saying it, and anyone who hears can hear.

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i have no place to lie down i have no place to rest and i have no place that isnt alone in my own house

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It's not like you can do anything about it.

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I shouldve done it a while ago

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Nobody else will ever know.

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think

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helloo - cy

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and i cant tell her that because shes older than me and shell be like ohh im an elder and blah blah blah

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hii y'all

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before you do it

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im not a fucking exxtrovert like you i cant stand being around people

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i'm elle

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