i promised everyone i would stay clean but im not anymore 1 year down the drain... and i am just a selfish stuck up bitch bro-s

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we are humna'

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you will get clean

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like i cant anymore-s

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we dnt knw we have things

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we all believe

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bit arent real

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I am trying. Ive been taking my meds and going to therapy but my brain wont shut up

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A lot of people here sh.

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im out-s

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Its not normal to think of hurting yourself for no reason. To have the urge to gouge your eyes out and pull your teeth out

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That does sound very disturbing.

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little harder for urself

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tryyy

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I am trying.

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Thats concerning

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It's too tempting.

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you will get past it

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Im tired of being a fuck up. I went and got help and none of it is better

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time heals everthing

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My parents are tired of it

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no

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I wouldn't be so sure of that, Red.

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they are not

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Its my fault and i know it and i cant fix it. I cant fix myself

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You can still be left with scars.

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why is that purple

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uuuhm hi !! i have smth i need to get off my chest that im v v ashamed of :( - kk

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but i think it would help if i confessed 2 it.. - kk

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what is it -kk

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"You become what you give your attention to." - Epictetus

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That is just how things work, physically or mentally.

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yeah right

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but time is constant

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two years ago, when i finally went back to public school, i wasnt in a great headspace - kk

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Scars are permanent.

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and you dont know how things will take turn in ur life

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