i mean. the same as before kind of? - kk

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i have zero privacy in my house and we share a room which wouldnt be so bad if i actually got to have some alone time once in a while

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i still feel guilty - kk

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i remember any piece of that girl

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but shes always fucking there

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always

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i took her bracelet

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I cant do anything right and i know im different from other people and i know they know

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hurting yourself is not a solution purple

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and friends bracelet

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and kept it

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It's something.

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I dont know whats wrong with me and i want to tear myself open and find it

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hmmm

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It's better than being completely powerless to do anything about your life.

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we ran away from flood. Its almost 4 am, im so scared and worried

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idk what else to say - kk

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"Whatever a monk keeps pursuing with his thinking and pondering, that becomes the inclination of his awareness." - Buddha

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today i was out all morning running errands with my mom from 10 until 3:30 and when i came home i still had to clean my room because SHE DIDNT MAKE THE BED

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and also i had to fold my laundry

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i just really needed to let that out - kk

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you can be powerful decisions you take for yourself

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are your power

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I want to bash my head in so fucking bad

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and i needed like five minutes to just lie down and be alone

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i hate the internet

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and so i locked the door and she was like i need to come in

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sabun power

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I need it all to stop

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so i didnt get a chance

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i heard someone clear their throat and thought i hallucinated

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planta power

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i recognize that it was disgusting and i shouldnt have done it, im healing and growing every day - kk

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"I can be changed by what happens to me, but I refuse to be reduced by it." - Maya Angelou

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I am not killing myself. I am just hurting myself instead.

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giving yourself time to heal good

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thing is, i live in an apartment. i could have heard someone clear their throat because i have NEIGHBORS

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THEN i leave so she can get what she needs she said she just needed to grab something

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It's not even that bad.

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its bad too -p

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