Hi cyan

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Today is and has been a trauma anniversary

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I need to touch grass

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Maybe find a dealer

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And im having to face it alone

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If I had the technical expertise, I'd probably be making YouTube poops

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I don't feel like doing anything though

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I just wanna be with a woman, or a dude because I can handle both

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I feel so lonely

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I know so many people, and so many people know me, yet the one day i need people, radio silence

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I'm gonna get into shape (eventually) just so women would want me

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it's not enough though

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My life has no meaning

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Dealing with entire days of sobbing, struggling with food, hallucinations. And no one but urself is around to help

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Even when I pursue my hobbies

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This sucks

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It really does

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I only live for pleasure

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I don't want to just exist

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I neurotically try to find something more

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I come out with ideologies

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It's inauthentic

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I want to feel connected

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but I'

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I'm falling apart inside

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I understand you completely stranger

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Trying to search for anything, anything at all that could bring meaning

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Lwt me just rant this because im sp fucking pisssed

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And ibknow hes not gonna be here at this hourrr

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Sinceee this is way too early

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Buttr fuck!

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Im sp fucking pissed

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I feel so pathetic

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Can somepne make me spme cpurage, tp find another guy? Ple!se huhuju

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I cant deal with it anymore 😭

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i think im falling in love but she's never going to like me back, it's so stupid

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you cant deal with what purple ?

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Fuck trying to be friendly im so pissed off huhuhu

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purple

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I want you to be a fucking corpse, Ginnie. Fix your own mess!

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