Never in my life have I thought of purging till now

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reading about it on here

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Ive never purged it seems really scary and painful

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I’ve also never really binged though

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I just eat even though I'm not hungry

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Me too

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and low activity because of an injury

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Purging just seems really dangerous so Im too scared to do it

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Its kind of mild I think though (maybe Im delusional)

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I read somewhere that when you force yourself, a lot doesn't really come up

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but figure any calories I can eliminate would help with weight

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Im trying to stay a certain weight rn because I feel guilty about jeans not fitting and needing my parents to buy new ones

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If you're a growing younger person, you're going to need new clothes anyway

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whats ur jean size blue

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Im not growing height wise

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body shape changes and all

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I mean like hips

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My hips arent really growing that much either they kinda grew already

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ok

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Some get wider hips, thicker thighs, bigger butt, that sort of thing

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Yeah that kinda already happened lol

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okay

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my bad didn't realise u guys are women

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One way to know if things are normal growth is if your shoe size goes up

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I gained quite a bit of weight a couple years ago and then wanted to lose weight and then developed an eating disorder lol

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Ah!

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Its not an eating disorder, its an extended diet

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Sure

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Never said I was female.

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I know anatomy pretty well

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Of course, I never said I wasn't female either

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oh guys dont tend to talk about hips and thighs and butts when speaking about jeans tho

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so you kinda gave it away

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i was explaining that to a female

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Yep

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:)

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Friday the 13th is almost over, yay!

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Spooky

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im so high

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I want to go to bed now because school is exhausting

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