lately...things haven't been getting any better

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om det inte kan bli vi nån gång

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vad finns det då och bry sig om

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for a year after i was 'round one of my exes houses....and he did what he did to me. its been getting worse.

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tell me purple

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oh

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i was s/a'ed by him...

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did u leave him

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yea..

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good for you

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tysm <3

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:)

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but i havent gotten therapy or anything lately so slowly ive been getting worse.

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do you have any self harming behaviour?

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yep...

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tell me bout it

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i try not to relapse.

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when is it worst

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my mom found out..

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what helps

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and what triggers the thoughts

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usually whe i have episodes of the thoughts

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i'd say...everythung

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how did you talk to your mom

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if you have

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my life isn't getting better...

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I'm ashamed for existing

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Hiiiiii guysss-lizzie

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i tried to but i was helping my friend when they where s/h to

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yay im red

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Hey lizzie

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im so sorry u feel like that blue..

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hii

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yall guess what🙄😡🤬

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?

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have you talked to her about finding a counselour/therapist?

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no...

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I just wisj i could look at myslef without feelimg so fucking disgusted, i am so fucking disappointed in myskef for looking the way i do and not doing anything about it.

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family said they cant afford it

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So this bitch ass teacher in my gym class is out to get all the kids who have thier phone out. Like leave us ALONE BITCHHH

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