Like I almost OD'ed two months ago, I can't keep on doing this

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I wish I had a better upbringing

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hello?

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I was raised to be an idiot, raised without learning any new skills

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hi

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They brought me up to be boring

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I hate my parents

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I'm jealous of those who had what I lacked at an early age

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Talented children

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The ones who seem naturally gifted, when it's a combination of genes and a decent upbringing

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Those parents gave a damn about their children

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My parents left me in the corner to rot in front of an Xbox

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People still think I'm mentally retarded. I have to prove to them I'm not by reading a lot of psychology and philosophy books

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I’ll just hit the waterpark

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I always feel as though I have to fight for my identity, or fight for any identity at all

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My self-worth is so low

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I feel like a walking r/im14andthisisdeep

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I feel awful all the time

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I feel like I was a mistake

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intersex people are so cool like they’re dual wielding in a way

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man? woman? nah i’m this

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schlong? badussy? yes

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I try to imitate those I admire, to some degree

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It's never real

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Nothing's real

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welcome to the simulation purple. i’m elon musk, your god.

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Nothing I do ever lasts. I feel incapable of change

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I envy people like you too, blue

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I wish I had a sense of humor

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i said a few sentences how

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I wish I had friends I could influence

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actually in real life i’m very unfunny

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Make them laugh

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Hello

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i have no friends and all of them have probably forgotten about me

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I'm a shut-in like the protagonist from Welcome to the N.H.K

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A Hikikomori

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An incel

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jfc i figured it almost immediately like what's the point of even going through the whole fic now

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But I sext women, so it's fine

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