im so tired of being sick

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chronically sick

36531 - 

Sick in whatvway

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with a disease that punishes me for living

36531 - 

it hurts too much

36531 - 

Good night, Talia, have a good night.

36515 - 

i tell myself i'll kill myself and yet i don't despite how little the people around me clearly want me to be

36489 - 

it's so simple. and yet i hesitate for all the trivial excuses that i give myself right before. it's so stupid

36489 - 

if i'm dead i don't have to worry about it at all. but being alive means that i do. and oh, my fucking god do i

36489 - 

Anyone here?

35591 - 

I wanna go to the ward so bad

35591 - 

I want to be away from those ppl

35591 - 

I hate it

35591 - 

I wish I had the freedom to express myself and talk without being worried by their judgement or lectures

35591 - 

I js want to be left alone

35591 - 

God, I'm tired

35591 - 

i don't have any motivation to keep doing things its other people that push me to move forwards, other than that i'm as useful and motivated as a bag of rocks

36489 - 

i don't have any passions. no hobbies. friends, sure, but i don't exactly talk to them outside of necessity. i'm apathetic. gross. selfish. yadda yadda yadda

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help

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yap

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...

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yap yap ahh kinda thing

36521 - 

Huh

36533 - 

yap.

36521 - 

Is no1 ere

36521 - 

Fuck imran Khan bosdiwala mianwali randi.🖕

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LMAO RED

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wait

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oh my gahd

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bye

36535 - 

am i a bad person for not wanting to eat dinner with my family when my dad and i aren't on speaking terms

36489 - 

zooom

36536 - 

i usually eat dinner afterwards. i think it's justified. if he's going to ignore me then i'll do the same. i don't want to be in the same room as him

36489 - 

Blue, apologise with him

36536 - 

I know you probably don't want to but it's for the best

36536 - 

he's angry because i snapped at him for constantly interrupting me when i was talking. it was warranted

36489 - 

Yeah, he should say sorry to you then

36536 - 

Tell him you didn't like that and it annoyed you and that you want an apology

36536 - 

he compared me to my abusive mother for taking a shower longer than normal too lol

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