i hate my body, especially my autoimmune system. I hate frequently visiting the doctor, although i stopped doing so as much!

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i have the urge for it

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but i cannot do anything extremely minor because i dont want to be suspicious

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I've been raped, maybe that's what automaticaly made me not want to think abt it again idk, After that I was jst like hell no

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its the opposite for me coral. I never thought about my body before getting raped

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Ohh, sorry red

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if i had a toy for it though i bet i wouldnt be able to shove it in roughly

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I miss the feeling of being actually hungry

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Its fine coral

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unfortunate that im incapable of actually causing myself harm

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For me, I dont think about it because ive been told I have a good body so I dont bother about it

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ugh i hate that kind of comment thrown towards me

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my dad is always saying that i have a good body . and hes the reason why i hate it

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maybe i want to feel desired sometimes

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i hate the expectations that come with having a body

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no one has ever told me im attractive

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EXACTLY, thats what I used to think

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purple :(

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I relate, red

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i still think so

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It sucks because like

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Other people my age look so happy

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i just hate my s/x organs, thats all

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And im stuck with my thoughts all day.

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