but i cant

36481 - 

its so fucking sickening

36481 - 

just leave me alone

36481 - 

hm

36476 - 

i need to relapse

36480 - 

no relapsing is not a good idea

36476 - 

i dont want to fight with every stranger i com across my path

36466 - 

i feel too alone to handle this any longer

36480 - 

you fucking gaslight me

36481 - 

a aa

36483 - 

"oh you're abusing me. dont talk to me like that. dont touch me"

36481 - 

shut the fuck up, youre the one who makes me feel so damn bad all the time.

36481 - 

youre the one getting closer to me, how am i supposed to not push you away?

36481 - 

you're the one who keeps hurling insults at me.

36481 - 

why wouldnt i hurl them back at you.

36481 - 

and its not even just that, you just fucking disgust me all the time. why would you even want to sleep with me??

36481 - 

Why do I exist

36482 - 

its fucking perverted and nasty.

36481 - 

if their life is sad then dont stop others from finding the way to happiness

36466 - 

locking myself in my room with no food or water is always an option

36480 - 

have any of u guys rver been scared kf hr partner

36483 - 

have any of u guys ever been like scared of ur partner

36483 - 

hwodhf

36484 - 

heldhfn

36483 - 

ive been scared of them leaving, yes. but never of him

36480 - 

wtf

36484 - 

ooh thats b ad

36484 - 

no

36484 - 

purple

36485 - 

if he left, id kill myself, no joke

36480 - 

sigh

36484 - 

???

36483 - 

yo, its xin -xin

35488 - 

what dude

36483 - 

who tf is xin

36484 - 

hai xin - meya

36432 - 

why cant i ever be chosen? why cant i ever be missed? wanted? what am i missing?

36480 - 

hello

36485 - 

HI MEYA!! -Xin

35488 - 

white why r u singling me out

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