Not in an autistic way but like is it weird i wanna feel and be normal

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I relate I want to be normal too -33

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I wish I didn't have autism and adhd and all that crap -33

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I feel so socially excluded from everything its odd, i dont ghink i have autism or adhd or anything like that but im realizing how muchc of an occursnce its had on me recently

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I feel too normal for the weird kids at my school but feel too weird for normal people at my school (not to sound cringe lmao)

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same

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I feel more like an enigma sometimes

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Its strange

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disossiating like mad rn I sure do hope I dont split (I will again and I'll be going backwards on recovery because of course I do) -33

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i can see both sides of everytthing yet I cant decide what I should be

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i just want somebody to match my freak 💔

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wish it was easier to vent about DID without getting fakeclaimed ngl -33

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real

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'ello

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And im not one to make online friends because in very paranoid about people not being as they seem

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yall i got a question rq -Bunny

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Ya

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what's the question

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am i wrong for getting a bit pissed off at someone for not telling me what their problem is? -Bunny

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same purp Im scared everybody is a 40 year old man trying to take advantage of me -33

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no I do the same -33

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bye yall gotta shower may/may not come back -33

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not necessarily

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i think the line is between getting mad and getting mad to the point where you won't listen to them anymore

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so i was joking around wit someone in a gc i was in and jokingly told them shush but said i was joking after -Bunny

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Real but I cant really be pissed off, cause sonetimes i just gaslight myself into thinking someone dowsnt like me anymore and its so draining because im too afraid to speak up due to this mental image

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as long as you're still open to what the other person is saying/thinking it's np

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it be like that aometimes

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tht person couldve told me wht their problem was in a 1-1 dm -Bunny

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What i find off is thag you aplogized and they didnt belive you

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like...? also this girl i'm friends wit made a racist joke n they ain't even kick her. wtf was tht abt -Bunny

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does this person have trust issues 😭

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WHAT

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RIGHT -Bunny

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.-.

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like a gen one?

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she made a joke abt chinese ppl eating animals yk -Bunny

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n they jst said "oh thts offensive. if you know it's offsensive then why are you saying it out your mouth"

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-Bunny

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but basically yh -Bunny

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