because the one person that i have as a "friend" is so self-absorbed and scared that im going to leave him

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geez

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essentially hes so insecure that its kinda driving me away, no matter how much i want to stay with him

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you have some intresting friend

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"interesting"

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he ghosts me randomly because he gets scared that im drifting away from him

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...

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like hes an irl friend... he ghosts me irl...

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tf that doesn't even make sense

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ofc someone is going to leave if you ghost them

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i try to strike a convo and he just looks at me, looks away and starts talking to someone else

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like tf

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its driving me away

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i dont want to be with him anymore

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hate to break it to you that aint a friend

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leave him

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but theres an issue with that

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two, actually

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what???

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one being i have nobody else

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and two being that the people that left me before will gain another reason to hate me

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because theyre friends of his too

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thats why you should find another friend circle

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and those "people" spread rumours that arent even true about me to everyone i meet

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the entire circle is messed up

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because somehow the people i meet find their way to those narcissistic fucks

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every single time

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i hate people who spread rumors

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why i stopped being friends with some people

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...

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tell them to leave you alone

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i have one last hope

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therer bitches

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bro i have

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their***

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ive said to their face that they are the reason ive attempted suicide

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TWICE

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and they continue to do it

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they just sound like cruel fucks

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they just dont care

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