like my face is fine from far far away when u cant see all thats wrong with it

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amd my body is just

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disgusting

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i feel dirty

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aw I'm sure you're not that ugly! You might even be model worthy! I'm 99.99999999% sure someone you know love you and think you're gorgous fr

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like the food i eat makes me unclean

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well no 100%

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like physically unclean

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oh yeah same

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but its not like i dont eat i do eat three meals a day and sometimes more

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its just that before and after i feel so anxious

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my friend once took a bereal and i looked at it and i was so ugly like im not even saying that bc i hate myself i honestly looked so so so ugly and weird and it was horrible -mind

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yeah same, sometimes two tho when I forget breakfast

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and then i just feel so dirty

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noooooo don't!

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awwwwww noooooooooooo, mind, noooooo!

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and i dont know

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lately mu intrusive thoughts have been getting worse

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but like before they were the usuall shit like just disturbing images and such

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and my friend saw the blades i took out of my pencil sharpener and razor yesterday and she was asking a lot of questions like 'did you use ittt how many times" and i made me SUPER anxious

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ohhhh noooo what are you thinking now?

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Made me feek shir but thats besides the point

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awww

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I feel so bad for both of you, you are both gorgeous and idk you but ik you're gorgeous and rly nice!

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But now i just cant stop thinking that my friends hate me and that i am an embarrassment and ik that doesnr make sense but i just cant stop thinkimg it

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i can be a really shitty person sometimes

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its like i spiral

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I just feel like a disappointment

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everyone js so much better than i am at anything

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i am an embarrassment to myself i think

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yellow, I felt the same before but I thought that I had given my friends the chance to leave me so they axctually like me...and cyan, you are not a shitty person at all!

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omg I feel ya yellow

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i wish my brain would shut up so i didnt have to relive the stupid embarrassing shit ive said 24/7

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i wish my brain would shut up

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yeah, omg I remember that thing I did in like 2nd grade and I promise I literally had to change schools for it

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I was so dumb

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yeah sometimes (for some always) we all just want that

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Sometimes im worried that im just lying to mysled snd making myself think shit ik doesnr make sense

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for like attention or smth

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it does make sense!

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