i have chronic depression and suicidal thoughts with constant mental anguish, does that count blue?

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cus uh

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its pretty painful

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and thats the only reason to let urself die

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if u already know ur dying

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well, look at my scenario, coral

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mk

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i know im gonna kill myself eventually

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If you have given life a fair shot (you're old) and you don't enjoy it, why should you force yourself to suffer until your natural death. Make that make sense.

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do you?

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how do you?

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yes, i do]

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u cant

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u cant know ur own future actions

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because over quite literally half my life, i havent been able to find anything to make me happy

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its impo

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imps

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omg i cant write

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impossible

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to know ur own actions

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that is true, but the future has certain probabilities of happening based on statistics

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.

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u can suspect them but never know

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The future holds no value in this sense. That is simply faith or hope in something intangible.

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?

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is it very likely to grow wings? no, but its theoretically possible in the future

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i love him so much

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how does this work-

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why doesnt he love me

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but looking at the statistics, most suicidal people dont make it as far as i have

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anyways hi guys! i have tacos!!!!!

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i just wish someone would listen to me

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well i still dont think its the right choice

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and 95% of the remaining people who havent committed yet out of that group WILL commit in the future

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thats just my opinion

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im tired of only socialising with ai bots lol

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thats pretty much all i have too, cyan

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it hurts

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that doesnt mean iot

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that doesnt mean its right

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