yellow, I felt the same before but I thought that I had given my friends the chance to leave me so they axctually like me...and cyan, you are not a shitty person at all!

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omg I feel ya yellow

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i wish my brain would shut up so i didnt have to relive the stupid embarrassing shit ive said 24/7

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i wish my brain would shut up

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yeah, omg I remember that thing I did in like 2nd grade and I promise I literally had to change schools for it

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I was so dumb

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yeah sometimes (for some always) we all just want that

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Sometimes im worried that im just lying to mysled snd making myself think shit ik doesnr make sense

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for like attention or smth

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it does make sense!

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omg ikrrr

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that whatever im feeling isnr real and just me faking it

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Like imposter syndrome with intrusive thoughts

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if you feel like this I'm sure you're not faking it

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what's imposter syndrome? sry I'm dumb

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Wait gimme tow seconds

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oke

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it' fine I have.....until 2 am

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lol

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And when i relate that to my thoughts i mean like

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hello everyone, its been a while - sophie

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is anybody around? - sophie

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hiiii

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I am

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hihi hello : ) - sophie

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hihi

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how are you?

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strange to see nobodys been on these days - sophie

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i’m good red : )) how aboot you? - sophie

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Like im jsut making myself think these things so i will apear worse and someday people will find out im faking everything

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well before there was some activity

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ik thats not rational )probably)

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what are you faking yellow? - sophie

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Like my thoughts ig

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feeling the real big downside of being a school topper right now - sophie

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I'm fine, tired and coughing like my grandme but fine hihi.....and yellow, I'm so sorry for you! Are you okay or has it been worse some other times or smth

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its 11:22 pm for me right now; and its the weekend and i said i’d work on my thesis - sophie

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SCHOOL TOPPER

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hi hi -vee

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i just have alot of intrusive thoughts and lately i cant help bit feel like im forcing myself to think these thoughts

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