i dont want to be here anymore

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guess what i am -ryuzaki

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I wish i could talk to him, but i got blocked everywhere. - Soul

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are you in your first year of college, cyan?

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hm

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second year

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a man

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my first year was a lot worse

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kinda -ryuzaki

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im scared

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demiboy

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and why do you feel behind everyone in your prospective job industry?

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Is this the price i pay for being friendly and loving towards the only human who treated me as one too? Why. - Soul

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genderfluid

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trans masc

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ya -ryuzaki

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so many people i know keep getting internships, and they are taking more advanced classes

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soul, nobody pays prices.

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genderfluid -ryuzaki

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coolio

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I pay for being alive atp - Soul

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Soul, I understand you're upset, being upset is ok. But, thereare plenty of ppl out there, to meet, to make friends with-MOTH

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don't doubt yourself, cyan

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we all do, equally.

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i am behind because i spent the past year trying to get into my major. i wasn't initially admitted into the major i applied to

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i thought i was gender fluid but i wasnt but my friends called me 'genderwater' and 'genderpiss' -kyuki

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I dont wanna get hurt again, i dont wanna trust someone else again, we had everything in common. - Soul

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i finally got in, but now i just feel behind

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i feel behind in everything. it feels like everyone has a special someone

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but i am alone

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everyone function at their own pace, you're doing just fine

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trust me, cyan. most people don't have someone.

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Now im gonna be forgotten by the one i love the most - Soul

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blue? is that you?

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a lot of people don't have someone

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I understand not wanting to trust anyone else, its ok, take your time to recover, and cope in a healthy way-Moth

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and it feels like everyone found their people that they can turn to when it's rough

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im panro, ace and demi girl so im gonna need more pins than js a pan flag

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Do i really deserve to be hurt all the fucking time?,, - Soul

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but i don't reach out because i feel like a burden

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