i cant

43026 - 

ehh yes there is blue...you just have not found it-alexa

34871 - 

yellow, why are you worried that you will hurt people?

41948 - 

I tried getting help while i was in the worst pain i had ever felt in my entire life and i got screamed at

36334 - 

she told me she loved me

43026 - 

come on blue, be strong ik ur tired but just try a bit longer-alexa

34871 - 

That happens to everyone no use ending yourself over it. It’s temporary.

39568 - 

Like how do i cope what do i do if im sick again which isnt over yet in still very sick

36334 - 

that isnt good, you didnt desrve that - soul

42982 - 

Just wait a year or so, and it should be better

39568 - 

blue-alexa

34871 - 

We all feel like this Feel like getting betrayed

39568 - 

you didnt deserve to be screamed at, you deserved to be reassured - soul

42982 - 

ive been played so many times

43026 - 

blue ure so real - soul

42982 - 

That happens to everyone, but the pain is temporary and we just have to move on

39568 - 

my family doesnt even like me

43026 - 

i cant just "move on"

43026 - 

i want you to do something ok? walk out of the room that you are in, don't bring the gun or anything else but what ever you are using to be on here-alexa

34871 - 

yes that happen to me all the time but i don’t believe in suicide

39567 - 

ok

43026 - 

You can trust me I’m a prime example of it

39568 - 

My pain is permanent im like this forever and im so fucking scared im so scared

36334 - 

"moving on" isn't something you can force yourself to do

41948 - 

yellow ur pain isnt permanent, you can heal - soul

42982 - 

How old are you so I can get a reference? This happened to me a year ago and it was v traumatic

39568 - 

alr thx, now breathe ok? breath in and out for 1 minute alr?-alexa

34871 - 

but im getting better

39568 - 

yellow, do you remember the first time you felt pain like the pain you're in now?

41948 - 

maybe if i died they would love me

43026 - 

no no no blue-alexa

34871 - 

i still have nightmares tho

39568 - 

everyone can heal, its a hard moment, youre feeling bad rn its okay to feel like that smetimes - soul

42982 - 

why not

43026 - 

Blue no! -mimi

42706 - 

Because it’s not logical

39568 - 

And if im always gonna be in fear of my flair ups ill never get better

36334 - 

blue, yk they do love u, ik it's hard to see but deep down they do love u-alexa

34871 - 

it would be pointless

39567 - 

oh my gyatt im getting very very bad second hand embarrasment from a scene i just read dear lord help me -serajade

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