i make everyone i love to get away from me

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i make them scaredof me

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or end up feeling pity over me

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i want to experience a night just the two of us

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thags why they just go away

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thats normal

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and common

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in alot of relationships

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I apologised

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they tend to leave... but they lead you on the start

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Still doesn't feel enough

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dont fall for their trap

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i feel like crying a lot recently

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im imagining the life of my dreams

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after this chaos ends

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the battle of my demons

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I've never had sex, it scares me

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but also

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i will not let anyone make that choice

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who would like to be named next ro someonw so awful

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and disgusting

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it is no one but i, to decide to kill myself

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and who would cry at the first five minutes

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I hate my past self so much....

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i just want a hug

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nobody will make that decision

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and my pills

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but pills tbat work

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I don't mean the things I said

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even if it costed a price

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i'd hug you if i could. screen hug

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my pills made me feel sad

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i need to change them

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I wanna know why people always leave me

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i need to see my therapist asap

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i want to have a better life

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better furure

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i want to love people deeply for the right reasons

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be married

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have kids

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