I can't brake in life

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I can't control my emotions

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guys idk whats happening

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who wants hav sax?

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deep inside I don't want the world to finish because world is beautiful

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ive lost my appetite but i keep overeating im just so tired

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i feel like i have to force myself to eat and then i eat too much

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sometimes i start eating a lot, i can eat a whole cake and never enjoy it

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also i havent done my missing assignments and havent been drinking water and im so exhausted all the ucking time

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it's when i realize i ate a whole cake when it hits me and i want to enjoy that last spoon of cake

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I drink a can of beer for every chapter i complete

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but when i want to enjoy the spoon of cake, I'm loaded with guilt

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i lost track of simple activities like washing my teeth or folding laundry

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i can rot in my bed a whole day looking at my phone

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it's nonsense

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my whole life is nonsense

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i tried to kill myself once

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not once, several times

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i fought the feeling and the thoughts

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i thought they were gone

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but they hide

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Im tired but im not sleepy. I can stay up all night and only get 6 hours of sleep or less. I feel like i might die soon

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they hide in my mind and when I'm overwhelmed, they comw

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i thought i was going to die

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Idk if its gonna be suicide or something different. But i might die soon

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i only call my friends to hear me cry

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I'm a shitty friend

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im so immature

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they don't enjoy me

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i sick of being lonely

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i want someone to love me

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maybe it would heal everything

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Same

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someone literally lead me on today

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I haven't had a single couple , never, maybe no one wants to deal with me

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at least you got friends

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they lied

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I don’t have anyone

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some of us just lie in our bed doomscrolling

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maybe i don't deserve to be happy

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