hiiii im back-alexa

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what happened kenz

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ALEXA! -mimi

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hi mimi-alexa

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im scared bcz my mom knows i sh so i hope she dont send me to the MH-kenz

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hii -mimi

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lets hope she doesnt

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i really dont feel like theres a beginning or end to what is happening, i dont mean that in a schizo way, but if youre asking whats wrong i can try to vent.

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oh shart

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im here for u red

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yh, i woke up from my nap, i committed suicide in my dream :)-alexa

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hope you doing okay

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alexa r u okay

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yh lol-alexa

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kenz if she does you can join me -mimi

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i mean not rlly but yh-alexa

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wsp

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hi coral

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yellow grippy socks~ -mimi

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im almost homeless, im staying with some people rn. im trying to work despite some medical issues, its not going well.

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grippy socks :)

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i think youre doing great red im glad youre trying to get out of it and youre being proactive so

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im js so scared bcs i just cant fo to the mh!!!-kenz

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i'll keep u in my prayers nd thingsll get better always

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kenz i think if you have a genuine convo w ur mom she wont send u

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i have no thoughts of the future or dreams or goals, and never did. my whole life. ive been surving, pretending, because if i dont people become angry. its not normal.

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they give you yellow grippy socks in the mental hospital i love them -mimi

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its okay to not know about your future yet red i think u still have time to think about it

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those factors make it EXTREMELY hard to not kill myself alone.

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im gonna cry if she sends me-kenz

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you should make it a priority to think about those things when you can

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kenz you can join me -mimi

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dont hurt yourself mh its never worth that

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it gets better i promise

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i think im might have an eating disorder-kenz

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anyone want to play booklet?-alexa

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me too kenz

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thats the thing coral, i spent my whole life doing exactly that. trying to find reason, purpose, somethng. i only found silence.

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meee -mimi

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sometimes purpose comes to you

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