I understand they are venting i have a hard time understanding why suicide is talked about so much

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Like i could smoke but if i smoke i want it to be drugs so i can feel something because tobacco nah just wasting my body away for no effect

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I can drink but i usually just drink from time to time when.i have alcohol

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Sleeping pills are ly escape plan because helps me feel less of my body and feel more

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Well not now lol i can't feel anything

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Even watching the pretty lights i couldn't feel happy

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Then again if i take my sleeping pills and actually sleep at night i won't be able to break at some point

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I need to find my lowest again

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Idk i just need something intense

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New

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And listen to music with pretty lights

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Hi

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Hello

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I wanna watch skins

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How are u guys

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I love skins

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Idk how i am fine i guess and you?

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Same and girl interrupted

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Good why are u here

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But im realising i really can't feel a thing because i still couldn't cry or anything watching the movie

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Im also feeling empty

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I didn't feel happy watching the pretty lights like i usually do

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I can't express a thing

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I can't get tears out

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I can't feel

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U so real for that blue

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Ig thats why im here

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And you?

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nicotine is lame as hell yet very addictive.

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Because youre feeling empty?

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Honestlt i just want to chill next to my bsf laying on the couch and just talk

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im legit going down the pipeline to being a chainsmoker

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Yeah ig

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first i started vaping, now im smoking cigarettes

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What time is it for yall

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tf am i doing

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00:34

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You could try nicotine patchzs if you want to stop

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eh valid

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Same as red

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