i miss my mom

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Supposedly my family is not so perfect, but it is not a big deal

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My life is not that bad

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I have friends

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Home

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Money even tho we're poor

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is rus here or wart

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And I feel like I'm exaggerating everything

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I know I've always been sadder and more self-destructive

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You don't have to put urself through another war to prove that ur fighting in one

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I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO WAR

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It was nothing

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I ment it more mentally

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It's nothing like that

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Oh?

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I had my moments

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They are gone now

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I'm happy

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Was it really nothing?

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Are u truly?

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I found out today that a friend of mine died

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I'm smiling

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I have friends good life

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I have a situation where I laugh

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She's been in cancer remission for months but she posted less than a month ago it was back

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Even now the "sadness" is false

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I was happy

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She didn't talk to anyone for the last couple weeks because of how tired chemo made her and I just found out this morning

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I will go back to reading the book and it will be as usual

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I found out through one of our mutual friends posting her family's gofundme for her funeral

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Unfortunately im having to go now, i hope things start to feel more easy soon tho red, thanks for everything

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I'll be smiling

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Bye bye green

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No problem

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I should go too

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She was so funny and sweet and she made such beautiful art

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it's so fucked up knowing she's never going to make another piece of art again

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An entire life. An entire mind just wiped from existance just like that

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Death as a concept terrifies me. Humans are so complex. A brain can store more information than any computer. We have new unique ideas CONSTANTLY.

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Every human lives in their own unique idea of the world and they think and create based on that world

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