nah nah dont do it pls

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Im sorry. I cant live like this anymore. I feel even worse when i try talking about it.

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My guess is by 2400

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you have the ability to change your journey stranger

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I honestly thought i was recovering.

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it doesn't have to be a linear path

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its gonna be hella bumpy

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How do i do that...

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Please tell me..

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thats the thing, you gotta just do it

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what is being talked about anyway? some sort of addiction?

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its up for you to chose how you want to change your journey

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YOU get to decide to make YOUR journey however you want it to be

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I want it all to end..

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its like creative mode in minecraft

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I'm great at being addicted to things, and then stopping being addicted to things. I did it with alcohol, and cigarettes already

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create whatever makes you happy, or even slightly less sad

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Should i distract myself.

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I'm still kinda of addicted to one more thing though. sigh

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For me, i like sitting and being sad and letting it consume me, but i know that if i continue what i do, im not gonna get better

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I also do that.

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so i've created this journey for me to find whatever happiness there is

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I guess i should try..

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the greatest lunch meat in the world

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I've downloaded this app called Daylio

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Oh ive been playing this game called CatRoom and its been keeping me busy.

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that helps me log in how I feel and other stuff, it shows a general view of how you've felt each day you log in, and thats how im tracking my feelings

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OOOH that sounds fun!

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I get overwhelmed when i track things.

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Im on fall break right now.

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Usually spend the breaks being lazy

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you dont have to track anything if you dont wanna, you can also just write how you feel. there used to be this really good website

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Not the best use of my time

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called Muttr, but its down rn :(

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Awh.. :<

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Why does my mom lie about actually everything

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Don't worry its ok.

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It could be something simple

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She just lies

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Oh your mom...

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