Thank u for all of this btw, u are helping and Ur good at it

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should i?

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Ty green

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No white

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I really don't know how I like hearing that

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Lets talk first what happened

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i wish i had a life without this trauma

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That at least someone is happy

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For a minute or a second

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More grateful

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im tired honestly its too much to explain so

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i want to die

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why?

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U can talk to me i dont mind

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And remember, green is a long process

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Helping others is rewarding but a draining process, been there done that

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Yep green that's true

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But yeah

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But i love it

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I agree green

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Sometimes u hate it

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It's so tiring

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*i

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I feel like shouting " shut up " "I'm not your therapist"

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And ur allowed to do so

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But I know what it's like to need help

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I don't think i am

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I wouldn't be able to

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these flashbacks will never end

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No matter what I listen to someone

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Because when I had no one I wrote here

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You are, as long as the person isnt taking advantage of ur struggle than i say its chill, but you are allowed to step back from it all if needed

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school is so draining broo

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This is where I write when there is a milestone

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That's 100% true green

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Ur still human too, and you cant help anyone if ur urself are slowly breaking

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No one was advantaging me yet

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Thats good at least

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But I know I could fall into it

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I am making too many psychological excuses for people

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