Its been like a few months since ive been here, does anyone still chat?

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I guess not, I always had fun here

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Well, ill be checking again in a few days, hope to see some people. Im getting pretty lonely again, ive stopped talking here since ive made some friends but they were all fake

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I guess, see you

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hii

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im hoping i have colon cancer because that would be an easy way for me to die without killing myself

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NO?

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i dont have the balls to kill myself, cancer would be easier for me.

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helll

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o

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hello

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ive lost almost all of my friends and the remaining ones dont really talk to me. im debating deleting all my social media and falling off the face of the earth

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why did you lose friends?

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i hate being left on delivered

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i shouldnt give so much care to it

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but still

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i really hope i have colon cancer, i have many of the symptoms and have had gut health issues all my life. i would prefer it to kill me

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why not live

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im sad almost all the time, i dropped out of college, my remaining friends dont really talk to me unless i message them first, ive struggled with anorexia for the last three years

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sometimes friends forget to message

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i dont have much going for me right now and the sadness is so suffocating. it makes my stomach hurt and i throw up over it. i dont wanna live like this anymore

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i dont always message friends first, doesnt mean i dont care about them

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or wouldnt appreciate if a friend reached out to me

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they never message me first. i dont remember the last time they ever did.

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why not message them

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because im tired of doing that. 40% of the time they dont even respond. i dont see a point.

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this girl will start conversations with me and then leave me on delivered

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thats shitty

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i just hate how pathetic it is for me

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i dont even care about conversation

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i just dont like not having power

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you just care that theyre talking to you

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well kind of

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she can be nice sometimes but

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its complicated

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i get it man

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ive gotten to a point where its so stressful that im just hoping something will kill me

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Hi

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im quite stressed right now

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Hiiii

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