i mentally really want to try

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maybe

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oh okay!!!

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i do like i say i want to help myself

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then i just fuck things up

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Self help is the best help orange

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I help myself every hour

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I try truly its grueling and embarrassing how bad it is

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oh my god..

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my lord

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purple do u not have a life

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I'm helping myself rn

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People want to help me but i just cant let them

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its actually painful letting people know shit

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Let me help you orange

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learn to care only about the things you can control, like your reactions / emotions

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i dont like being closed off like that

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Ugh ngaa di ko yah kasaho japon mn? Dw mapatudlo ko sa bahi tbh

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im a pretty chill person i dont react to things really

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yeah real

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Halaaa ka gddd ensi nanoo ka naa

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i just learned to braid

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ate green

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even in tense situations

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Even if its not how i truly feel

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i wish i could be vulnerable

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it feels gross

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like im exposed and i feel attacked

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anti-wokes are so fcking annoying

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its like a wall that has slowly been getting thicker and thicker over the years because ive just idk

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isolated myself and i pretend its because i want to do good for myself

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work on yourself orange

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newflash, everything is political, even your apolitical stance

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Like i tell myself hey this is to protect yourself

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I don't let people in either, every time I do I get betrayed

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itts okay to feel vulnerable, orange (peach?). even if you arent used to the feeling

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yeah

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either youre really that ignorant of whats going on around the world around u

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It feels wrong

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let yourself get out of your comfort zone

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