even in tense situations

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Even if its not how i truly feel

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i wish i could be vulnerable

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it feels gross

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like im exposed and i feel attacked

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anti-wokes are so fcking annoying

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its like a wall that has slowly been getting thicker and thicker over the years because ive just idk

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isolated myself and i pretend its because i want to do good for myself

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work on yourself orange

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newflash, everything is political, even your apolitical stance

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Like i tell myself hey this is to protect yourself

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I don't let people in either, every time I do I get betrayed

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itts okay to feel vulnerable, orange (peach?). even if you arent used to the feeling

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yeah

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either youre really that ignorant of whats going on around the world around u

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It feels wrong

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let yourself get out of your comfort zone

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or youre really a bigot covering your own ass

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like ive been told its wrong im trying to unlearn all the bad stuff

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kinda hard

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hahahahahaha

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even though it feels wrong, it isnt, its a normal human emotion that you cant control

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and if ur feeling that way it could be your body trying to tell you something

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I use to be more vulnerable with friends but soon i just got closed off with them

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too

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i can only really open up to people i dont care about

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yeah but so what

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and then the people blame the gays for that shit?

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and thats perfectly okay! at least ur opening up to someone and not just keeping it in

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huh??

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who is yellow even talking to

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yellow?

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Yea i guess i just wish i could open up to ppl i care about

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anyway

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Likr its bad i feel like id kill myself if they rejected how i felt

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fucking hate those dudes

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there are a lot of people that think the same as you, but don't admit it

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maybe i care too much

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in the future when you mentally prepare yourself, im sure youll be able to open up to them. im sure it will be hard to get to that goal but trying at least is the key

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i just dont know how to reach that point how to push myself

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