I'm awkward idek what to say i'm sorry

41991 - 

my dad is an alcoholic

41992 - 

its okay, take your time plz

41986 - 

etz ok

41723 - 

yeah everyone's equally awkward here

41985 - 

Does your dad hurt you? Are you okay?

41986 - 

how does this work

41992 - 

or is it just sad to see?

41986 - 

thats y im here too lol

41723 - 

anywho, i’m okay for now, dad hasn’t hurt me yet

41992 - 

your messages get assigned one color, other than that you're totally anonymous

41985 - 

ohh alright thanks

41992 - 

thats good.. im sure he wont but stay safe

41986 - 

no prob

41985 - 

red youre the most decent red so far, normally reds talk about murder

41723 - 

LOL

41986 - 

thanks blue! idk, just not feeling very murdery today

41985 - 

i met 5 murderer red yesterday

41723 - 

ohhh

41723 - 

5 is crazy

41992 - 

no i'm kidding, this is my first time here lol

41985 - 

Same

41991 - 

wait do we change colors bc now I turned teal

41992 - 

purple what's on your mind

41985 - 

but.. seriously tho.. does anyone know any reason why i feel attatched to him? Or at least any tips on letting go..?

41986 - 

teal, what color were you before

41985 - 

second time here

41723 - 

A lot and nothing

41991 - 

I was white before

41992 - 

i’m supposed to be studying rn but I am nottt locked in 😭

41992 - 

green...i don't think we can control how our hearts feel, and that's not our fault. it's just painful and it sucks

41985 - 

what works for me, is i keep myself busy

41723 - 

teal (previously white) studying what

41985 - 

calculus

41992 - 

fuckkk calc man

41985 - 

calculus and chem, I have 2 tests tomorrow

41992 - 

goodluck

41723 - 

bro my chem teacher actually sucks

41992 - 

chem wasn't too bad. calc blew tho

41985 - 

I try to keep myself busy but it always catches up to me. I want to talk to him but im also nervous to do so. We go to the same school and walk by each other like strangers

41986 -